November 2011
2 posts
coffee + movies = semi-HAPPY me
semi-happy coz my baby is not around to snuggle with… normally, we would eat some fake chinese or heat up pizza & watch movies or The Walking Dead all night until i pass out right next to him. if not passing out, i’ll be eating ice cream (Ben & Jerry’s Strawberry Cheesecake) and will get some weird looks & head shaking from him. or...
October 2011
2 posts
colin: so, if we ever have kids, i'll make sure we have health insurance
--laugh--
colin: coz you know i'm a troublemaker. there's a big chance our kid will be like me when i was a kid.
me: troublemaker? more like accident-prone! i'm scared now!!!
--laugh--
me: i'm accident-prone, too! our baby will be a very dysfunctional kid!
August 2011
4 posts
so i was thinking… how come love usually decides to come at the wrong time? i felt it with someone. it was good & sweet at that moment and it came to an end that none of us wanted. we had an agreement before he left. we will stay friends.
that didn’t happen as i hoped. i wanted to let go of him. i wanted to forget what we had. i didn’t want to expect & be disappointed.
...
my legs are so sore. my arms feel weird. my heart hurts a little. BUT somehow through it all, a portion in my heart is happy. really happy!
today i got to shoot an M9 pistol. i did a Low Light shoot & a Practical Weapons Course (PWC — kind of like an obstacle course for beginners)…. i felt awesome!!! i got yelled at & ordered to do a lot of running and jumping jacks before we...
so i finally got a barracks room BUT my roommates are a little hard to live with. they just don’t do anything but sit around & pretty much eat my food (i ended up storing some of my food in the boyfriend’s fridge). luckily, i have this “boy+video games=LIFE” -kinda personality that i would spend most of my free time with the boyfriend & his roommate playing video...
May 2011
5 posts
time
“You make me smile for the weirdest reasons, you make me laugh for no reason. But...”
– twitter post
“i miss you most when i’m sad. i miss you when i’m lonely. but most...”
– chicken soup for the teenage soul
April 2011
3 posts
March 2011
4 posts
it’s been a really busy week for my division… i haven’t had a decent day off at all! it was supposed to be my off going day yesterday w/c means that i should have half-a-day off but it didn’t happen since we had to clean… And today is just the same! my watch section has been screwed up really ba for the last 2 weeks. all in all i have only a day off in 2 weeks. wow,...
it’s been a long time since the last time i posted something up… i’ve been in japan for 4 months now. it’s a wack! i absolutely LOVE it here! i learned a lot. i’ve been around. i’ve been eating a LOT. and i think i fell in love. here. in japan!
i think that was the most amazing part of being in japan… i just wished we had a little more time together. he...
November 2010
1 post
September 2010
4 posts
so… how is it gonna be?
… i’m just as confused as you are.
i want you but i can’t have you.
you’ve had it all wrong when you thought i was the one,
when you said i’ll be the only one.
the look in your eyes says so,
it’s not my smile, it’s not my laugh.
the feel of your hands says so,
it’s not me that you’re thinking of, it’s not me that you want to hold.
i still want you but i can’t have you.
...
August 2010
1 post
Wow! It’s been a long time since the last time I put up a post… I miss tumblr!
Anywayssss… I can’t wait to go home & spend some time with my family before I leave for Japan, which I am really excited about! Hoo yah, Japan! :)
Mela :]
May 2010
1 post
i feel SPECIAL...
to have a family, like mine, who keeps me in their prayers…
to have a sister who actually is sweet most of the time…
to have parents that are insane but cool…
to have aunts & uncles who are already proud of me…
to have crazy cousins…
to have friends who are incredibly awesome…
sometimes i wonder why i am blessed with such people!
i hope people will...
April 2010
5 posts
shocking...
i’m leaving for boot camp on 17 May 2010 instead of 07 July 2010— just signed my new contract today. i’m like 50% scared, 20% excited, and the other 30% is unexplainable!
i’ll be gone for 8 weeks for boot camp and another 4 weeks for ‘A’ School… Ugh! reality will strike in less than a month!!!
<3 mela
i will be turning 23 in exactly 43 mins… wth?! time is running real fast i can barely keep up!!!
i haven’t been on tumblr for the longest time and i have missed it!!!
….
now what?
<3 mela :]
March 2010
1 post
February 2010
2 posts
i haven’t been up on tumblr for a long time! damn… i must have been really busy catching up on my shows online :]
anyway, it’s lent season… i didn’t give up anything this season (isn’t that what people usually do? give up something for lent— but they end up doing it?!). i didn’t want to give up “sweets”— coz i rarely eat sweets, so...
January 2010
6 posts
1.5 in 15:27
i was able to run, jog, and walk (a little) 1.5 miles and still manage a time of 15:27; that’s way better than last week’s 16:50!!! ha! ha! i know i would have failed PT with this time if i was in basic training because i think i need to make it in flat-out 13 minutes but what the hell?! — this ain’t no basic training yet so just let me celebrate! i can still...
“only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go”
– T.S Elliot
December 2009
6 posts
November 2009
8 posts
very good things
spotted this from delacroix’s blog page. i just thought about doing it as well :]
very good things:
my car was recovered from the 5 pricks who stole it over the weekend
received the replacement for my phone
played with my nephew — he spent the last 2 days at our apartment
watched football games [cowboys vs. raiders // lions vs. packers]
my 2nd favorite college football team won...