so i was thinking… how come love usually decides to come at the wrong time? i felt it with someone. it was good & sweet at that moment and it came to an end that none of us wanted. we had an agreement before he left. we will stay friends.
that didn’t happen as i hoped. i wanted to let go of him. i wanted to forget what we had. i didn’t want to expect & be disappointed.
six months later… all of a sudden he said he wanted to stay together when he left & shouldn’t have let me go & that he still cares. i’m not gonna lie, my heart fluttered. i was happy and at that moment my heart broke. i don’t know how to tell him i’m dating someone else. i’m still in the process of healing my broken heart & the guy i’m dating makes me happy & understands me & my past.
times like this make me wish i can just press the delete button. or maybe the pause button.
sean, i loved you but you broke my heart when you made me feel i wasn’t important to you and even so you’d still have a place in my heart. and it will never change. i may be stupid for feeling this way but i can’t lie & cheat my heart.
